Today, Today, and Tomorrow

     The past few days I feel like I'm making a lot of random people happy.. more so than usual. I feel all the kindness flowing off of me. Today a guy came in who ws probably 35.. I greeted him by saying hello. He smiled and stopped so I continued the pleasantry by asking how he was. He was like, meh.... I said oh, one of those days? He sais nah , on of those 17 years. I've had MS  for the past 17 years. I said   well, you're still here. He smiled at me like I said the best thing ever. He said, yeah, thanks for that.
   Thursday I'm going to a casino for the first time ever.. I'm excited but that might just be because I know the day after I get to go up and see Rob.
I'm trying to get in a lot of gym time before friday.. So I can look my best when I see him. The fact that I just blogged that and he may possibly see it? oops  Rob, if you read this blog, ignore that.

PS:I cannot wait til vacation. :)

You Are My Thunder

     My aunt wanted me to take a late night night road trip with her last night. I thought about saying no... because I was super tired. Then I felt like it needed to happen. It was the weirdest feeling. So I drove. killed my first animal with a car (To which I said to my aunt, That was my first road kill... I just killed an opossum, isn't that awesome? she laughed hardcore at my rhyming skills) We talked a lot  It was  a 4 hour drive. I realized our love lives are quite similar and as I talked about Rob... I began to realize a lot of things and it changed my whole perspective. I feel more.. acceptive and calm about everything right now. Like I have a whole new outlook and everything is okay.. and will be okay.

I Just Met You

    and this is crazy...
but here's my number.
So call me, maybe?
     I remember the first time I gave Rob my number. I was super nervous. I wrote it on a paper and wasn't sure if he'd call me or not. Crazy butterflies in my stomach the whole time. It was really a huge thing in my mind.. I was crossing a line I knew I couldn't uncross. One I never want to uncross.I'm so happy with everything that has happened since then... Even the downsides have their upsides.

Today Casey brought me lunch. He's soooo best friend material   <3
There may be new things for me soon at work. Maybe.
I'm not   sure if its the right thig but if the opportunity comes up.. i've decided to go for it. Why not?            

Oh! I See!

So much happened today, sadly I don't have time to blog about everything! 'til tomorrow!  <3

Contingency Plans

      It's always best to be at least somewhat prepared. When I'm alone I imagine different scenarios in my head and what I'd do to counter them. Example.. if Kmart ever wrote me up. I'd give them my two weeks notice. If Rob decides he won't leave his wife for me.. I will be moving to Florida with Casey and Carlos. If I gain more than 200 lbs in my life, I will go hide in a hole. See? Contingency plans. I am a naturally optimisti person.. So I'm always imagining the best to happen even when there's huge signs that say, Leanne! You're an idiot! This does not mean I can't sometimes be pessimistic in my head on occassion and then imagine somewhat optimistic things that could happen out of something bad.

What's New?

 For some reason both of my phones are wigging out on me today. At some point I will get a new phone.. you know... some day.   Haha. I went to the gym last night and besides the fact that I went with Shawn, yuck, I got a nice workout in. Which makes me feel great. I wish I could go every day. I'm sure my body appreciates me not going every day. ;)  I had to be dropped off at work early so I decided to come over and sit in Dunkin Donuts. I feel like no matter what, it's going to be an awesome day. I just feel it. I posted previously how I feel like something amazing is going to happen when it's warmer out. It's coming soooooon!
      Anyway, My new shoes make a huge difference. I didn't realize how much better my knees would feel.
    My driving test is in 11 days.
     I may go up to Burnham again next week.
    I should be starting my flower job next week.
      Somethig great is going to happen soon. I'm excited to see what it is.
      I think I'm pregnant.

     Hahaha! Just kidding.
    :)
    see? good mood today.
   Yay, Friday!

New Shoes

     I hate buying new shoes. This is only because I can never find a pair in my size. I wear a size 12, which means there's nothing to choose from unless I go for mens. Sigh.
      My mom brought me breakast in bed today. She went to the restaurant we always go to for breakfast.. and brought it to me. Along with an iced coffee. I thought maybe it's becauseI was dying and didn't know it but then she mentioned that she felt bad for dorgetting to bring me dinner yesterday after she said she would. Still, she didn't have to make it up but she did. My mom gives me such hardcore whiplash. Sometimes I'm sure Rob is just an amazing dream that occassionally occurs. Even when I get aggravated with him.. just the thought puts a face-splitting- grin on my face.

I got food on important papers.. that's bad, right? Right. gah
Apparently at work tomorrow my managr is giving us reviews. I'm nervous for mine, as I always am.